chapter 26

My phone ranged it was Meshary

Me; hala meshary

Meshary; shougu wainich ?

Me; 6al3a m3a rfejtii lish ?

Mshary; knt abe akalmich

Me; shfek feek shy ?

Mshary; ……

Me; mshary goul shsalfa !!!

Mshary; shahad

Me; shfeha shahad

Mshary; matabenii

Me; shloun y3ne matbek

Mshary; hadtnii galatle ana mabek ma a7bik

Me; ayy shyy Mta ?

Mshary; gabel shwy

Me; mshary agoulik shy tra ana mn awal masheft'ha ma7bet'ha 7aset'ha madre shloun bs knt sakta 3shanik w lma glt lee 3an rfejik hne 7aset enha jad matstahlik bs ham ma ta7achet w ehya hadtik khera l2na allah y7bik w ehya mastahlik

Mshary; bs ana a7ebha

When he said that word ana enrba6 lsanii

Because I know what is the meaning of love 

I didn’t have anything to say

Me; bs ehya mat7bik khalas mshary ensaha ehya a9lan matestahlik

He didn’t say anything

Me; b3dein enshallah btelga elly a7san mnha w ehya mu akher wa7da bdnya

Mshary;……

Me; mshary wainik ??

Mshary; khalas shoug ana aklmich b3dein

Me; mshary !!

Mshary; akalmich b3dein , bye

Me; ok bye

Salma; 9ayer shy

Me; la bs okhoy mthayg shwy

Salma; ok

Me; salouma la tyebeni again che w ana madre wallah en7rajt

Salma laughed; enzein enzein

We went back to their house

Maryam, hessa and asoul kanaw ga3dein b9ala

Me and salma; ilsalam w 3leikom

Maryam and aseel; w 3leikom ilsalam

Hessa; sh3ndich makh'that'ha w ray7en thetoun

Salma; sh'halesloub

Hessa; keify

Aseel; enty ma t3arfen te7trmen elnas

Hessa; 6ale3 mnu ta7acha 3an ele7tram elly 24 sa3a ebeitna

Maryam; ente shfeech kill ma eyoun betna nafs elsalfa enty malich shghel yallah 9e3de foug la afashlich

Hessa; wai3 wai3 malat w 93edat foug

Salma laughed; el7emdellah w shkr

Aseel; hathe shfeha chithy

Maryam; madre 3anha faj2a chithy

Aseel; wallah la ekhty chan thab7at'ha mn zman

Salma laughed; nafs elsh3our wallah

Me; yallah asoul namshe

Aseel; yallah keifich

Maryam; waaiinn ga3deen

Me; laa bnamshe 6al3ay elsa3a chum

We went home

Ana radet elbeit makan fee ella Mohamed

Salamt 3leh bs 7egarnii

Mshary still didn’t come

I'm calling him mu ga3d yred

I went to my room changed my clothes laid on my bed

Fahad was calling

We stayed talking all night

He's really cute

Lma ykoun mu m3a9eb

Our relationship was more than great

Fahad kan eye everyday my school to pick up maryam

Maryam makant tadre 3an shy

W ana knt a6la3 m3a fahad sometimes

Salma twadenii w sometimes m3a aseel

Abdullah makan ydeg wala yklmni kilish

7ta nour makant tes2al 3ani that much

I don’t know why

Omii kanat wayed ta7grni akthar mn awal bs 3shan salfat Abdullah

You can say enni ta3awdt

Mshary was sad

Really sad he's not like before

Shahad really broke his heart

I was happy

Happy just being with fahad

No matter what happened in my life

Fahad yhawen 3ly kill shy

  

 

 

chapter 25

We didn’t go to pick up salma's dress

We went to pinckberry elly bljabrya

I didn’t ask why ymkn kanat tabe tshtre

I wasn’t talking that much

I was thinking about fahad very much

Salma sfe6at blmasafe6

She asked me

Sh9aer beinich w bein fahad ?

Me; mu 9ayer shy

Salma;tkhshen 3anii ??

Tra adre enkom mt'hawshen 3la hatha Abdullah

Tra elsalfa ma tswa 7awlo t7lonha may9er entaw elathnein t3andon b3ath

Me; ana mu gam a3and salma bs ohwa kan m3a9eb glt la bs thda kalmnii

Salma; enzein shraykpm t7lounha beinkom

Me; ……..

Salma; fahad safe6 hnak na6rich rou7ela

I was really shocked !!!!!!!!!!

Ayyyyy shyyyy !!!!

W ana liish ma adre enshallah ??

Enshallah matfaj2nii chithy

Enshallah mat7e6ni jedam elamer elwaqe3

Ana ma7b chithy

Ana kilish mu chithy

Fe shy bdakhle kan rathe 3la elly ana ga3da asaweeh

W fe shy kber bdakhlee kan m3areth

M3areth 7eil

I looked at salma ; mn 9jiich ?

Salma; eeh wallah yaylich bsayarta b3d

Me; sayarta ?

Salma; eeh sayarta w ohwa ma3nda lesan

Me;…..

Salma; yallah 3ad rou7ay 3an elhabal

Me; salma madre

Salma; la madre wala shy yallah rou7ay

I went to fahad

Knt 7eil khayfa

Awal marra b7yate asawehaa

W maknt abe asaweha

But ….. !!!!

Rekabt sayarta

I was really shacking w galbi y6g bsr3a

W kan wath3e m7ad yetkhayala

W mu 7elu a7ad yen7a6 feh

E7raj 3la khouf 3la walah

And I was about to cry w wayhe 7eeil a7mar

I really hated what salma did

When I saw fahad's eyes I wanted to hug

Really tight

But of course I can't

I didn’t say a word neither did he

After 5 minutes

Fahad looked at me and said ; tra ana lel7en za3lan

Me; huum

Fahad; shnu mm yallah rathenii

Me; shloun arathek fahad enta za3alt 3la shy mu thanbe w knt khayfa mn radat f3lik

Fahad; adre ena mu thanbich bs abech matkh'shen 3ani wala shy again

Me ; ok

Fahad; promise?

Me; ok

We stayed for about an hour talking

I was really embarrassed w wayhe a7mar

I went to salma

9jj eni mstansa l2ni shft fahad bs ma7bet 7arakt'ha

Rekabt m3a salma

Salma; terathetaw

Me; eh

Salma;oh oh

Me; chub la t3eden el7araka

Salma; au 7araka

Me; tdaren walla fashltenii

Salma laughed

My phone ranged it was ….. !!!!!  

 

chapter 24

He got so angry

Fahad; liish magltelee ???

Tawich tfakren tgolele

Y3ne le mta kntay nawya tkhshen 3anni ballah

La sakta a7saliich

He was really angry

He did it again

3a9ab w 6angar 3la ashya'a tafha

W elmoshkila ena ana knt sakta matklmt

Adre eni ghal6ana l2ni maglt la

I tried to apologize

Bs ohwa ma3a6anii four9a atkalam kan 7eil m3a9eb

I hate when he does that I really do

He kept talking w ana knt sakta

Until he's done

Me; khalast ?

Fahad;……

Me; enzein I'm sorry because I didn’t tell you bs knt khayfa mn radat f3lik bthab6 elly 9ar al7en ana knt khayfa mna al7en ana brou7 w etha hdet kalmnii

W sakart elphone eithout even hearing what he had to say

I was really upset

Fahad y3a9eb 3la ay shyy

Wayed 3a9abe

I didn’t thought enna b9er chithy kill you w ethany hwash

I called aseel w I told her everything

Magdart amsk nafse so cried

Aseel; ambeeh yalkhaysa mn 9jich ga3da tabchen

Tra 3ade t9er h.swalef y3ne mu m3qola your relationship tkon perfect w mafeha fights w chithy

Me; eeh bs ohwa wayed 3a9abe 3la ay shy y39eb

Aseel; w entay wayed dalo3a 3la ay shy tabchen

Me; chub aseel

Aseel; shoug entay t7bena ?

Me; …..

Aseel; t7benaa??

Me; hatha sou2al y3ne

Aseel; 3yal ta7mlay 6ab3a w la tkhshen 3na shy again

Me; adre adre

Aseel; enzein aked malich khlg trou7en mukan elyoum

Me; 3ade keifich

Aseel; hum shrayech nrou7 nshouf dresses 7ag salma wedding tra ma buga ella 2 weeks taqreban

Me; a7s maymde khal nrou7 bacher el9eb7 a7san

Aseel; ok , eeh w tra maryam galatle ennhom bnagon elaghane youm elsabt f.lazm nrou7 beithom

Me; mmm ok

Aseel; enzein tra mat2akhar elwagt t3alay 3ndii

Me; la entay t3alay

Aseel; wee y3ne btsawele feha el7azena elly mthawsha m3a 7beb elgalb

Me; aseel chub

Aseel; enzein abadel w aye

Me; bye

I changed my clothes to baby blue jeanz and white top refa3t sha3re kobba w ma7a6et make up

Maglt 7ag maryam because I wanted to sit and talk to aseel alone

Aseel came she pinged me w said that she is out side

Glt lha deshay ana foug t3alele foug

Aseel mt3awda 3la elbeit y3ne 3ade

She came I hughed her wayeha kan ma3fos

Me; shfeech

Aseel; wala shy

Me; khal9ay shfech

Aseel; liish magltele enna Mohamed hnii

Me; madre 7sbale 6ale3

Aseel; la 7bebtii mu 6ale3 ana 9a3da w ihwa nazel 6ala3 bwayhe g6a3

I laughed

Aseel really hates Mohamed

I already said why

Because the way he treats me

Me; khalas sh9ar y3ne

Aseel; ma9ar shy bs salam 3ly msawe rou7a 6ayeb

I laughed

Aseel; jad wallah lma tgolele shloun y3amlich ynarfznii

Me;sh3leich mna

Aseel; enzien mn wain bna6lb

Me; 6a3 hathe yaya 3la elakel

Aseel; bt3asheni wella ard beitna

Me; ba3ashech ba3ashech bs shno taben

Aseel; umm pizza

Me; ok khal nanzl n6ale3 movie

Aseel; yallah

We watched movie we ate we danced we took pictures w aham shy enna etha ana w aseel ejtma3na lazm n7sh

She went home around 12

I changed my clothes

I didn’t even check of my phone I slept 3la 6ool

I woke up around 9:00 am

I called aseel and I wake her up

We went to avenues

Shopping for a dress for salma wedding

I like long dresses for weddings

So I bought long glitter dress

Thahra maftou7 mn wra w thayej

I really liked it

Aseel bought a short white dress

Mn foug glitter w elbaje white

Her dress 7eil yshawg

We had lunch

The we went to aseel house

I was ignoring fahad

W wathe7 enna he was ignoring me too

Salma was calling

Me; hala salma

Salma; shoug sh9ayer beinich w bein fahad

Me; mu 9ayer shy

Salma; tra fahad gale 3la elly 9ar

Me; knt khayfa agoula 3shan may3a9eb w 3a9ab y3ne ana makan qa9de akhsh 3anna

Salma; adre bs fahad 7eil 3a9abe bs ohwa 9j y7bich ta7mleh shwy

Me; adre ana mt7amlta bs may9er y3a9eb 3la ay shyy y3ne b9er kill youm hwash

Salma; madre shagoliich

Me; adre la tgolen shy etha head ra7 yklmnii

Salma; I hope you work things out

Me; I hope so

Salma; akeed btyoun bacher 9a7

Me; eeh enshallah

Aseel; salme 3leha

Me; aseel tsalm 3leich

Salma; allah ysalmha khalas 3yal ashofkom bacher

Me; ok ashoufich

Salma; bye

Aseel; 6ab3an gayelha

Me; eeh

Aseel; umm

Me; khalas ghayre elmawtho3

Aseel; khaal nrou7 360 bleil banat elmtwase6 mtafqen enhom yrou7un kilhom galoli agoulich yallah khal nrou7

Me; madre chna male khlg

Aseel; way entay lish 9ayra chithy yallah khal nrou7 bala sakhafa

Me; ok ok barou7 fkena mn 7anitich

@7:00 pm taqreban re7na 360

My middle school friends were there almost all of them

I really miss them

Fe wayed mnhom ra7aw diffirent high school

Ga3adna b.lentor

I really had so much fun with them

The next day I woke early

I studied a little bit

B3d elmaghrb re7na ana w aseel to maryam house

6ab3an hessa kanat mawjoda

Jad ana male khlg halensana w esloubha

We chose the songs we want

Hessa 6ab3an bkill shy t3areth w tsawe rou7ha fahma

W salma killa tcha3mha

Testahel J

We're done now

Salma; akheraan

Maryam; of 7adda yanantaw elmara kill wa7da tabe song mn 9oub

Aseel; eehh 7adda

Salma; ambeeh I forgot lazm akheth my dress awadeh elma9baghah

Me; rou7aay ekh'theeh shna6ra

Salma; eeh 3fyaa t3ale m3ay

Me; ok

I went with salma

But the surprise was we didn’t go to pick up salma's dress

We went to ….. !!!

It was the big shock !!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

chapter 23

Fahad; shoug

Entay za3lana mnii ?

Tra makan qa9de aza3lich

But I miss you

W AGHAR lma t6l3ein m3a rfejatich w ana la'a

Y3ne entay mat7sein

Shoug; embala a7s bs ham enta lazm tqader y3ne rfejati gheir w enta gheir , ohma agdar a6la3 m3ahom jdam elnas bs enta la'a , y3ne enta qader shwy w la tz3al 3la kill shy mala da3e nethawash 3la ay shy

Fahad; adre adreana mu za3lan a9lan akhase az3al mnich

Bs mabech tshelen 3ly

Me; mu shayla 3leik magdar

Fahad; yakhee a7bech wallah a7bich

Me; I do more ;*

Me; enzein ana bru7 abadel w arou7 elmadrsa

Fahad; ok awal matrden kalmenii

Me; ok

I went to school the day passed normally

Bl.hadda fahad came with yousef

This week passed the same

Fahad kan eye kill youm

W kill youm knt akalma

Aseel tshaj3ni w salma too

Maraym makanat tadre 3an shy

W still maglt 7ag fahad 3an Abdullah

6ab3an Abdullah kan ydezle texts enna he want to talk to me

Bs ana mabe akalma

Sure mara7 akalma

I have to tell fahad

I have to

Fahad knows everything about my family

Accept Abdullah

I really have to tell him

Bs khayfa mn radat fe3la

Today is thrusday

Radet elbeit 7EIL TA3BANA

Bss adawer frashe

I took a shower then I slept

Maknt yo3ana so matghdet

I woke up around 6:30 pm

Fahad was calling

Eeh I forgot to tell you

Enna I'm talking to fahad on the phone now

Y3ne kill shy 9ar bs3ra

I answered ; alo

Fahad; 9a7 elnoum

Me; 9a7 bdnik

Fahad; kill hatha noum

Me;liish elsa3a chum

Fahad; taqreban 6 w ne9 million ping 15 miss call makuu naymaa matdren 3an eldenya

Me; ambeeh wallah madre shloun ma7set

Fahad laughed

My door knocked

Me; I call you in a minute

Fahad; ok

Me; mnu ?

Mshary; ana

Me; t3al desh

Mshary; olllaa 3an khayrich lel7en nayma

Me; eeh 3ly bl3afya shtabe

Mshary; bagol shy

Me; goul

Mshary; …..

Me; haw mshary shfek ta7acha

Mshary; ente tadren enii a7b shahad wayed 9a7

I laughed; eeh adre

Mshary; bss

Me; waay mshary bss shnu ta7acha

Mshary; marra rfeji waranii 9orat'ha w gale enna hathe ohwa yklmha al7en

Ayy shyy

I really had nothing to say

Y3ne shbagoul mathalan

Ma anker enni ma7bet shahad lma sheft'ha

Bss matwaq3t enna ehya chithy

Me; enzein ymkn wa7da teshbahha ?

Mshary; gale esmha shahad al…

Me; umm

Mshary; shoug ehya shno ? ga3da tel3an 3ly wells shnu

Y3ne mgazrat'ha 3ly ??? shogo ana astahel

Makan 3ndii shy agoula honestly

Mshary awal marra y7b b7ayata

W 7ab mnu

7adha mastahel

Mu kafu wallah

W mshary maystahel elly saweta feeh

I really hated her more and more

W makan 3ndi shy agoula 7ag mshary

Me; mshary enta es2alha kalmha gabel la tfaker bshy

B3dein etha 6la3at ehya chithy mshary hedha w la tfaker feha alf wa7da tetmannak w ehya matestahlik

Mshary; shogun entay matdren shkither ana a7bha y3ne wallah marra 7abet ella ehya

Me; adre adre bss etha ehya mu kafu hatha mu thanbik

Mshary; …..

Me; enzein khalas tra mu layeg 3leik

Mshary; yalchalba ana yay ashkelich khu magdar agol 7ag rab3e

Me; liish matgdar

Mshary; ghabya entay ? etha elwa7ed y7b wa7da 9jj must7el ygol 7ag rab3a 3anha y3ne mayeftha7ha 3nd rab3a ykhaf 3leha w yaster 3leha mthel murta

Me; mmm

Mshary; eeh

Me; enzein m6awel 7athrtik ?

Mshary; 6arda y3ne

Me; eeh fe mane3

Mshary; a3almich a3almich

I laughed

Mshary 6ala3

I was thinking fahad gayel 7ag rab3a 3anna

Should I ask him wella ra7 yfhamn ghala6

Lazm as2ala

I called him back

Fahad; hala wallaah

Me; hala feek

Fahad; 3ash mn sema3 h.9out

Me; 3ashat ayamik

Fahad; ollaaa mn zman 3anich

Me; la wallah

Fahad laughed ; eeh wallah

me; bas2alik sou2al

Fahad; amray

Me; fahad a7ad mn rab3ik yadre 3anna ?

Fahad; 7mara entay aked la2 shayfatni ghabe

B3dein m7ad yadre ella salma w yousef

Me; ok

Fahad; bs lish ts2len

I told him the reason why I asked  y3nii I told him salfat mshary w shahad

Fahad; ahaaa

Me; eeh

I was thinking agoula salfat Abdullah wella la2 !!!

I really should tell him magdar akhsh 3anna akthar

Me; fahad bagoulik shy

Fahad; amray

And I told him salfat Abdullah killha from A to Z

Radat fe3la kanat …!!!