chapter 12

We arrived to avenues 6ab3an za7ma as usual

We were walking on our way to cinema

Chan ashouf noor m3a Abdullah

Abdallah kan gam ykhznii and he was angry

I don’t know why

Salamt 3la nour w 3la abdallah

Kan gam ykhznii

7aset enna b6egnii really don’t know why

B3dein 3araft noor 3la my friends

Glt 7ag Abdullah enna abe nour tyee wyanaa

Bss mareth ….!!!

Shda3wa 3leehh

Sh'halmukh !!!!

Tafker el3a9er el7ajarii madre mta bghayrouna

Then abdallah told me enna yabe ykalmnii

Re7na b3ed shwy 3an rfejatii w nour stayed with them gamaw ysoulfoun

Abdullah; entay liish 6al3a m3a rfejatiich brou7kom

Me; shda3wa Abdullah 3ade , b3dein baba rathe w m7ad la 7ag yedakhal fenii

Abdullah; ok bss ham fe shy esma o9oul , elmukan elly yayela matrous shabab

Me; e7na mu msawen shy ghala6 w agoulik yaha mara thanya ana gayla 7ag oboy w m7ad la 7ag yedakhal fenii, ana brou7 tamer 3la shy ?

Abdullah; mashe bss fe shy lazm agoulich yah , 3a6enii raqmich ?

Me; add me on bbm

Abdullah; ok 3a6enii pinich

I gave him then I went back to my friends

I told them what happened

Aseel; waay shasakhafa shyabe hatha

Me; madre 3anna

Maryam; wai3 ma3leich mna

Me; eeh adre off 7adda

Maryam; ymkn y7biich

Salma 3a9bat I don’t know why

She said; shaku shno y7ebha wld khalt'ha bss shaku y7bha

Aseel looked at me

We know enna fee shy khalah t3a9eb

M3a enna 3ade y3nii

Finally lgena nice movie dashenah

It was a scary movie

I really hate these kinds of movies

Bss kilhom kanaw yaboun

6ab3an knt kill shwy gam aghameth 3younii w ohma bss yeth7koun 3lyy

Lma 6ala3na mn elmovie

Me; wallah mara7 adsh scary movie again

Aseel was laughing ; ambeeh shftaw shakelha

Maryam; eehh zain mabchat

Salma; bs 3ad 7adkom tra Martha 3leha

Me; 7beebtii wallah

Aseel; shougu agoul chub chub

Maryam; amaa shakliich

Aseel and maryam was laughing

Me; mashe a3almkom

Aseel; yallah bs bs killish wala shoug

Maryam; 3eshtaw

Aseel; 3ad mn zenha

Me; 7mara lish gam t6ay7en 7athee

Salma; hathe shoug 3ein elsei7 tswakom

Maryam; shoufay shoufay , agou asoul khal nrou7 e7na chna ashkara 6arda

Salma; yallah 3ad emshaw khal net3asha

Aseel; eeehh walla 7addee you3anaa

Me; entay killa you3ana b6eenyaa

Maryam; goulay mashallah la ta7sdenha

Me; 3ayazt w ana a7sdha maku fayda

Salma; elmushkila wala tamtn

Maryam and aseel; goulaw mashallah

We laughed then re7na p.f changes

6ala3na mn elavenu @11 pm taqreban

Re7na nge6 maryam w salma beithom

on our way wella you9alnii add bbm mn abdullah

abdullah; welcome

me; thankyou

abdullah;bagoulich shy

me; goul

abdullah; laa shwaga maynfa3 bbm lazm akalmich phone

me; ok bs magdar know ray7a ag6 rfejatii bethom ra7 yet2akhar elwagt , bacher adg 3leik

abdullah; taww elnas tawkom 6al3en

me; eeh tawna m liish fe shy

abdullah; salamtiich bss chan nemtaw b3d

me; n3am ? abdullah la tedakhal marra thanya law sama7t y3nii

w la tkalmni b.hlesloub tra ma7ba

abdullah; khalas asef

me; ttyl

abdullah; laykoun za3ltay, tra kilish wala za3alich

me; la 3ade

abdullah gave me his number, mu tnsein edgen 3ly

me;ok

i was thinking shyabe hatha?

la ykoun yg3ad yetfalsaf 3la 6al3ate w madre shno

ohwa shaku fenii

ymkn kalammaryam 9a7

ma3qoula y7bnii

lala matwaqa3

enshallah la'a

we arrived to maryam's house

Maryam; yallah nizlaw beitna

Me; laa shoufay elsa3a chum fashla fashla

Salma; la 3ade yallah 3aad amana

Aseel; laa wallah marra thanya

Salma; shoufaw neg3ad bl7adeqa

Maryam; eehh yallah 3ad

Me; ok bss mara7 n6awel

Salma; 3ashaw 3ashaw

Wallah a7b salma tyaniin ma7s'ha akbar mna killish

Tsoulf m3ana 3adee chnha b3oumrna

Tyaniin 7eeiill

Nezalna bl7adeqa wga3adnaa

Maryam; abee adsh ayebli flat ta3bnt mn elka3ab

Aseel; a7ad galich talbsen ka3ab

Maryam; enzein brou7 foug

Salma; aseel tra shakel 7jabich flm rou7ay saweeh

Maryam; mafee shyy tyaniin

Me w asel 7aseina enna salma tabe teg3ad m3ay brou7i wtabe t9aref asel b ay 6areqa l2na jad 7jab aseel makan fe shy

So she went with maryam

Thalena ana w salma

Salma; bas2aliish

Me; 3an shno

Salma; shno beinich w bein fahad ukhoy ?

Me;…….

 

chapter 11

Shwy chan asma3 someone saying

E7m e7m

I was really nervous

I was looking at my phone wondering who is this

Maknt abe arfa3 3einii w ashouf

……….; ilsalam 3leikom

Refa3t 3einii wella ….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Guess who ?

 

Its fahad

Yes fahad

Ambeehh jad jad 7eil tewatart madre shsawee

I replayed ; w 3leikom ilsalam

Fahad; tadren ennii mn awal mashftiich magdart ashelich mn balii

I was really shocked

Matwaqa3t enii basma3 halkalam

I mean not that fast

I didn’t say a word

I mean shbagoul

I blushed , my face turned red

Killa y9er fenii chithy lma ast7ii

Fahad continued talking

He said; adre btgoulen hatha shfeeh

Aw mn 9jjaa aw ay shyy , bss magdrt amsk nafse, elshy elwa7ed elly mna3nii akalmiich w al7gich wagt el7adeth enni knt m3a yousef , ana 9jj wddee at3araf 3leich w

Then I interrupted him ; lazm arou7

6ala3 barra w ga3adt bsayaraa

I was happy and about to cry

Happy because I heard what I wanted to hear and that makes me happy

About to cry maybe because I'm so happy

Maybe because I didn’t let him finish

I know you're wondering

Liish 6la3at makhalita ykamel kalama ?

I couldn’t , ana ma3aref at9araf b.halmawaqef killish

Plus enni kheft a7ad yesma3na

So I went out

If he really saying the truth and not playing

He will find a way to talk to me again

The girls game to the car

Maryam; liish 6ala3tay w ga3adtay bsayara

Me; glt an6rkom hnii , fashla a7ad mn ekhwaniich eye yshofnii ga3da brou7ii

Aseel looked at me

Adre enha darat tha something happened

She pinged me

Me; hala

Aseel; sh9ar

Me; aseel magdar agouliich bbm

Aseel; bss no9al tgoulelee faahmaa

Me; lma nrd elbeit shloun agoulich w ohma m3ana

Aseel; entay malich shghel ana at9arraf

Me; ok

Salma; tra magltaw wain btro7on bss chithy gam namshe

Aseel; ana gaylatla nabe avenues , bss etha tabon tghayron keifkom

Salma; laa 3ade avenue avenue

Me; maryoum hessa liish mayat ?

Maryam; khal twale hathy khal yet3adal esloubha awal b3dein y9er kheir

Me; ma3leeh tikbar w ta3gel

Salma; ma3leich mnha

Aseel laughed

All the way salma about ahmed kha6ebha w about her wedding

Salma is 19 w kha6ebha is 25

They are so cute

I am wondering shloun 3rfta

Y3ne m3aha bljam3a ?

Wella zawaj ahal ?

I was gonna ask her bss asel sbigatnii

Salma told us enna ohwa m3aha bljam3

And they had a relationship gabel la yakh6ebha

Me; salma ma7asetay enna 3laqatkom kanat ghala6 ? makhiftay ennaa ykon gam yel3ab mthel baje elshabab

Salma; 7aset enha ghala6 every single day, I know enha ghala6 bss lma tet3awdein 3la shakh9 w t7bena mn galbiich mara7 tgdren t3eshen bdouna, ama bnisba ena yel3ab awal shy knt a7s chithy w knt 7eil khayfa b3dein 3araft enna he's not

Me; shloun?

Salma; tgdren tgoulen mn eslouba w kalamaa, you will just know it

Maryam; shoguu shakliich 7a6a 3einiich 3la wa7edd haa e3tarfay

I blushed; chub chub

Maryam; yakhtii wayeha 9ar a7mar

Salma; eeh shakla 9jj

Aseel trage3; agoul hathe wainha wain h.swalef

Salma; haw maskena lish 6ay7a mn 3einich

We laughed … !!

 

 

chapter 10

mshary; fahad al….

Me; la mu ohwa

We arrived home

Elbeit kan mafe a7ad ella elkhadama

Ga3adt b9alaa

My phone ranged

It was aseel

Me; hala asoul

Aseel; w9altay elbeit

Me; eehh tawnii

Aseel; enzein saloma mta btmrna ?

Me; madree wallah

Aseel; enzein khalas ana adg 3la maryam as2alha

Me; mu chnaa fashlaa salma tmrich w tmrnii a7ss madre shloun, khaal e7na nrou7 beithom w ne6la3 mn hnak

Tabon el9jj ?

Ohwa la fashla wala shyy a9lan our houses are close

But I wanted any excuse 3shan arou7 beit maryam w ashof fahad

Maknt abe agoul 7ag aseel adre enha bta36enii mu7athara

Aseel; gltelee fashlaa haa gulay enich btrou7en hnak 3shan tshufen 7abeb elgalb

I laughed

Aseel; adre adre 3arftiich

Me; shashof feeh maydree 3anii

aseel laughed; entay maskeinaa

me; shfte shloun

aseel; gam agoul maskena l2nich matdren 3an shy

me; haa

aseel; mn gal ha sema3 , aham shy enich masheftay nathrata 7aggiich

me; markztt anaa en9adamt enaa yousef okhoohh

aseel; bss ana rakazt ya 7athee

me; 7elfayy

aseel; la a7lf wala shyy elyoum btshofen

me; shno elyoum b9er ?

aseel; shufay ana shbsawee

me; aseel tell me yallaah

aseel; badg 3la maryam yallah bye

sakirta bwayhee

mn 9jha hathe shno btsawee

nseit agoulkom aseel afkarha jahnmyaa

y3nee blmadrsa t6al3lna afkar lma nen7ash

w trag3lna bshakel mu 6abe3ee

wallah eltarge3a 3ndaha bmukhbaa

but school gheir w my situation now gheir

y3nee I have no idea shno btsawee !!

after 10 minutes taqreban

maryam called me

me; hala maryoum

maryam; sm3ay asoul galat enna nrou7 m3a sayeghom a7san

tgoul 3shan etha bnrou7 mukan thane negdar tgoul fashla ngoul 7ag salma wadena hne w wadena hnak

chaalbaa aseeel madre shwaraha

me; 3adee ana ma3ndi mane3

maryam; t3alaw al7en l2na etha yetaw le 3nd beitna tharorii tdshoun tsalmon 3la omii

me; ok tam

I called aseel right away

Aseel; la tgoulen shy adre adre

Me; waaayy entaay shnoo

Aseel; afaa 3leich enzain yallah al7en ba6la3 amriich

Me; ok

She arrived rekabt elsayaraa

The I hugged her so tight

Aseel; ne6ray ne6ray b3d masheftyy shyy

Me; b3d shno ?

Aseel; surprise

I laughed

Me; aseel tetwaq3ein bynfa3 ?

Aseel; madree shwaga bss enshallah

We arrived to maryam house

I called her 6la3at w ba6latlna elbab

Makan fe a7ad

 Shwy chan tanzl omha

Maryam mother; halaa 7ayya allah mn yana

Me; allah y7ayech khalty

Maryam mother; ekhthaw ra7atkom 7baybe elbeit beitkom

Aseel; matga9ren khalty

Om maryam 6la3at mn elbiet

Then salma and hessa came down

Hessa salimat bnafsyaa nafs hathek elmarra

La w mn b3ed le b3ed

Whats wrong with her

Keifhaa walla el7emdellah w shkrr

Salma; matboun sayartee haa mst7en mni y3ne

Hessa; hathol yst7oun kill youm 6aben beitna

Waqa7aa ambeeh jad jad waqa7a

Wai3 shno hathyy

Liish chithy esloubha g6e3a

Salma looked at hessa w galatlha; hesso 3eib 7asne esbloubiich

Maryam; ma3leikom mnha yahel

Hessa ; ana yahel haa?m7ad yahel ella entay

3a9bat w ra7at foug

Aseel galatlee b9out wa6e daf3at marde w elhawa sharje

I laughed

Salma; ma3lekom mnha

Maryam; khal twalee

Aseel; la 3ade

Me; namshe ?

Salma; eehh yallah khal ayeb jan6tii mn foug

Aseel; maryoum wain el7mam b3adel 7jabii

Maryam; shufay te6l3en mn halbab

Aseel; enshallah ana brou7 brou7e ? yallah m3ay m3ay

7aseett aseel shno btsawee

Bss khalatnii brou7ii

Ana ma3arf at9araf

Etha yah ana shno bagoul ?

Etha kalamnii ana shno bard 3leeh

Shwy chan asma3 someone saying

E7m e7m

chapter 9

@1 pm

I was laying down in the living room

My mother came she said; entee ga3da lel7en yallah gumay lbsay laa t2akhrena

Me; enshallah

I went upstairs

I wore a long black dress , with a brown belt , high heels , applied some make up , strait my hair and I'm ready to go

I went down stairs my mother and Mohamed were waiting

Mohamed; sina sina chan nemtay ?

Me; knt gam abadel

Mohamed; w ya leit labsa shy mthel elawadm

Me; lish shfeeh libse mafe shy

Mohamed; agoul la tradiden labsatle thauej tgoul mafe shy wallah law e7na mu mt2akhren chan khaletich tghayrenhom

Mshary walked into the livingroom ; yah yah sh'halkashkha , kishkhay chithy blbeit mu killaa kishitich na6a

I laughed

Mshary; yallah namshe

My mother; eehh yallah

Mshary; ana brou7 m3a elsayeg w bakheth shog 3shan b3dein bag6ha elbeit w a6la3

Mohamed; hathy lish trd elbeit tg3ad brou7ha

Me; ana gayla 7ag baba brou7 atghada hnak b3dein ba6la3 m3a rfejaty

Mohamed; mashallah bkeifich ohwa

Mshary; khalas Mohamed ma3leik mnha ehya makhtha ethn  oboy yallah khal namshe

My mother; w shlly mkharibha gheir dala3 obok

My mother called merry she told her to call 3alawi okhoy

Ana w mshary re7na m3a elsayeg  

Mama w Mohamed w 3alawii ra7aw bsayarat Mohamed

mshary; entay m3a mnu bt6l3ein elyoum

me; ekht maryam bt6ali3naa

mshary; eeh zain 7e6e balich

me; enshallah

me; gool gool e3trf yallah

mshary; shatben

me; adre eniik 6oul eleeil gam tkalmha

mshary; aya 7mara wagfa tetsam3ein

I laughed laa bss shakeett enna chithy wath3iikk

Mshary; agoul chub yallah

Me; enzein shsmha chum 3omrha shsalfat'ha

Mshary; esmha shahad w ehya kobrii

Me; cuutee , enzein bashof 9orat'ha

Mshary; hey hey yallah chub

Me; 3afyaa 3afyaa warnii shda3wa bakelhaa

Mshary; laa t7awlen ehya a7la mnich

Me; enzein male shghel bashof

Mshary; enzein , he showed me her pic

B9ara7aa jameelaa 7eeill mashallaah beeethaa g9eeraa w sha3arhaa 6weel mashallah w 3younhaa kbar

Me; ma3ndik thouq

Mshary; y3ne enty elly 3ndich mu kafu elwa7ed ywarech

Me; laa atghashmar wallah tayniin

Mshary; golee mashallah way3a

I laughed ; mashallah mashallah

We arrived to my grandmother house

Waayy mn zman mu yaya hnee ymkn 7ta nseit elbeit shloun 9ayer

Ahal omi mu wayed

3ndii 3 khwal w khalah wa7da mu mtzawja still

Bss mathkr 3yalhom killish

I went inside salmt 3la yaddtii (mama sara)

I really miss her

I love her so much , she love me too

Bss madre liish mama ma6la3at nafs'ha

Mama sara ; wainich yabnayte mats2len 3an yadtiich

Me; mama sara sam7enii bss tdaren hne mafe a7ad kubrii ag3ad m3ah

Mama sara; la tet7ajijen ana adre entay lish matyen hne

Me;…..

Mama sara; ya yumma omich madre lish chithy jasya bs e7na mu nafsha, e7na nabech tyeen 3ndnaa

Me; enshallah

Mama sara; aked mat3arfeen 3yal khawalich

Me; la'a

Mama sara; hatha khalich hamad 3yalaa noor , abdallah w el9gher mshary 3la esm yadiich allah yer7ama

Me; eehh athkr noor w abdallah

Mama sara; abdallah kobr mshary w noor a9ghar mnich bsina

Me; eehh thikart

Mama sara; w hatha khalich bader 3nda 3 banat 7ala w jana w sara oo wlda abdallah w kilhom 9ghar

Me; eehh w khalii omar ma3nda 3yal ?

Mama sara; laa lel7en allah marzaga

Everyone was happy to see me

Madre liish ge6a3t'hom mn zman

Ymkn mn omii ehya elsibab

Bss ham mu 3ither enii ag6a3hom

A girl game to me salimat 3ly w galatlee ana noor

Me; hala wallah

Noor ; shda3wa chithy ga63a

I laughed; b3d

Noor; emshay emshay khal neg3ad b.dewaynya

Me; liish elreyayel mayg3doun feha ?

Noor; laa kilhom yeg3doun b9ala l2na e7na mu wayed

Me; yallah ok

Re7na eldewanya  ba6lat noor elbab w ana waraha

Noor; entaa hnee

I looked into the room wella rayal bss madre mnu hatha

The guy; eehh hnee sh3ndiich

Noor; kna bng3ad hnee

Glt 7ag noor b9out wa6e mnu hatha

Noor; eeehh hath okhoy abdallah

then she looked to abdullah and she said; hathy shoug bnt 3amtii

Abdullah; mashallah taghayrtay wayed

Me; eh 7ta enta

We used to be very close when we kids

Noor makant teg3ad m3ana

Ana w abdallah knaa killa nel3ab m3a ba3ath

Bss mashallaah wayedd kibar

Killish matwaqa3t enii bashofa chithy

Y3ne madree lma ymr 3la balee ymer Abdullah el9gher elly killa yakheth al3abi w ana al7aga

Noor; enta btg3ad hne y3nee

Abdullah; laa 6ale3 ge3daw ge3daw

Noor; enzein

We went inside we started talking

7ta noor wayed kbarat

7ta tafkerhaa 9jj enna ehya a9ghar mnii

Bss a7ss enha kobrii

7ta swalefha tshawg

Elkhadama yat w nadatna 7ag elghada

Taghadena w ga3adt shwy m3a ahal omii

Then mshary told me that we want to go

Salamna 3leihom w 6ala3naa

Abdullah kan wagef barra

Mshary; hala bu.al3bd

Abdullah; hala feek, wain raye7 taw elnass

Mshary; makuu mwa3ed rfejii fahod , 7yak

Abdullah; laa blel brou7 shaleh

Mshary; enzein yallah tamer 3la shy

Abdullah; salamtiikk

Rekabna elsayara on our way to home

Phone mshary ran

Me; oh oh el7beba daga

Mshary; chub entay hatha rfeji fahod

Akhhh 3laa esm fahaadd

Bss asma3 hl.esm madre sh9er fenii

Ma3qoulaa fahad nafsaa okho maryam ohwa rfej mshary

Laa matwaqa3 shda3waa

7adda mu mn 9jii

 

Mshary; hala bo fheed

Fahad;…..

Mshary; yallah bss ag6 ekhti elbeit amrik

Fahad; ….

Mshary; m3a elsalama

Ohwa ?

Mu ohwa

Matwaqa3 ohwa

Ma3qoula tkoun h.9idfaa tgarbna mn ba3ath

Me; mshary hathaa fahad shno 3aylta

Mshary; sh3leich entay

Me; l2na rfejti maryam 3ndaha okho esma fahad bashof etha ohwa wella la'a

Mshary; esmaa fahad al…..

Me;……………… !!!