chapter 24

He got so angry

Fahad; liish magltelee ???

Tawich tfakren tgolele

Y3ne le mta kntay nawya tkhshen 3anni ballah

La sakta a7saliich

He was really angry

He did it again

3a9ab w 6angar 3la ashya'a tafha

W elmoshkila ena ana knt sakta matklmt

Adre eni ghal6ana l2ni maglt la

I tried to apologize

Bs ohwa ma3a6anii four9a atkalam kan 7eil m3a9eb

I hate when he does that I really do

He kept talking w ana knt sakta

Until he's done

Me; khalast ?

Fahad;……

Me; enzein I'm sorry because I didn’t tell you bs knt khayfa mn radat f3lik bthab6 elly 9ar al7en ana knt khayfa mna al7en ana brou7 w etha hdet kalmnii

W sakart elphone eithout even hearing what he had to say

I was really upset

Fahad y3a9eb 3la ay shyy

Wayed 3a9abe

I didn’t thought enna b9er chithy kill you w ethany hwash

I called aseel w I told her everything

Magdart amsk nafse so cried

Aseel; ambeeh yalkhaysa mn 9jich ga3da tabchen

Tra 3ade t9er h.swalef y3ne mu m3qola your relationship tkon perfect w mafeha fights w chithy

Me; eeh bs ohwa wayed 3a9abe 3la ay shy y39eb

Aseel; w entay wayed dalo3a 3la ay shy tabchen

Me; chub aseel

Aseel; shoug entay t7bena ?

Me; …..

Aseel; t7benaa??

Me; hatha sou2al y3ne

Aseel; 3yal ta7mlay 6ab3a w la tkhshen 3na shy again

Me; adre adre

Aseel; enzein aked malich khlg trou7en mukan elyoum

Me; 3ade keifich

Aseel; hum shrayech nrou7 nshouf dresses 7ag salma wedding tra ma buga ella 2 weeks taqreban

Me; a7s maymde khal nrou7 bacher el9eb7 a7san

Aseel; ok , eeh w tra maryam galatle ennhom bnagon elaghane youm elsabt f.lazm nrou7 beithom

Me; mmm ok

Aseel; enzein tra mat2akhar elwagt t3alay 3ndii

Me; la entay t3alay

Aseel; wee y3ne btsawele feha el7azena elly mthawsha m3a 7beb elgalb

Me; aseel chub

Aseel; enzein abadel w aye

Me; bye

I changed my clothes to baby blue jeanz and white top refa3t sha3re kobba w ma7a6et make up

Maglt 7ag maryam because I wanted to sit and talk to aseel alone

Aseel came she pinged me w said that she is out side

Glt lha deshay ana foug t3alele foug

Aseel mt3awda 3la elbeit y3ne 3ade

She came I hughed her wayeha kan ma3fos

Me; shfeech

Aseel; wala shy

Me; khal9ay shfech

Aseel; liish magltele enna Mohamed hnii

Me; madre 7sbale 6ale3

Aseel; la 7bebtii mu 6ale3 ana 9a3da w ihwa nazel 6ala3 bwayhe g6a3

I laughed

Aseel really hates Mohamed

I already said why

Because the way he treats me

Me; khalas sh9ar y3ne

Aseel; ma9ar shy bs salam 3ly msawe rou7a 6ayeb

I laughed

Aseel; jad wallah lma tgolele shloun y3amlich ynarfznii

Me;sh3leich mna

Aseel; enzien mn wain bna6lb

Me; 6a3 hathe yaya 3la elakel

Aseel; bt3asheni wella ard beitna

Me; ba3ashech ba3ashech bs shno taben

Aseel; umm pizza

Me; ok khal nanzl n6ale3 movie

Aseel; yallah

We watched movie we ate we danced we took pictures w aham shy enna etha ana w aseel ejtma3na lazm n7sh

She went home around 12

I changed my clothes

I didn’t even check of my phone I slept 3la 6ool

I woke up around 9:00 am

I called aseel and I wake her up

We went to avenues

Shopping for a dress for salma wedding

I like long dresses for weddings

So I bought long glitter dress

Thahra maftou7 mn wra w thayej

I really liked it

Aseel bought a short white dress

Mn foug glitter w elbaje white

Her dress 7eil yshawg

We had lunch

The we went to aseel house

I was ignoring fahad

W wathe7 enna he was ignoring me too

Salma was calling

Me; hala salma

Salma; shoug sh9ayer beinich w bein fahad

Me; mu 9ayer shy

Salma; tra fahad gale 3la elly 9ar

Me; knt khayfa agoula 3shan may3a9eb w 3a9ab y3ne ana makan qa9de akhsh 3anna

Salma; adre bs fahad 7eil 3a9abe bs ohwa 9j y7bich ta7mleh shwy

Me; adre ana mt7amlta bs may9er y3a9eb 3la ay shyy y3ne b9er kill youm hwash

Salma; madre shagoliich

Me; adre la tgolen shy etha head ra7 yklmnii

Salma; I hope you work things out

Me; I hope so

Salma; akeed btyoun bacher 9a7

Me; eeh enshallah

Aseel; salme 3leha

Me; aseel tsalm 3leich

Salma; allah ysalmha khalas 3yal ashofkom bacher

Me; ok ashoufich

Salma; bye

Aseel; 6ab3an gayelha

Me; eeh

Aseel; umm

Me; khalas ghayre elmawtho3

Aseel; khaal nrou7 360 bleil banat elmtwase6 mtafqen enhom yrou7un kilhom galoli agoulich yallah khal nrou7

Me; madre chna male khlg

Aseel; way entay lish 9ayra chithy yallah khal nrou7 bala sakhafa

Me; ok ok barou7 fkena mn 7anitich

@7:00 pm taqreban re7na 360

My middle school friends were there almost all of them

I really miss them

Fe wayed mnhom ra7aw diffirent high school

Ga3adna b.lentor

I really had so much fun with them

The next day I woke early

I studied a little bit

B3d elmaghrb re7na ana w aseel to maryam house

6ab3an hessa kanat mawjoda

Jad ana male khlg halensana w esloubha

We chose the songs we want

Hessa 6ab3an bkill shy t3areth w tsawe rou7ha fahma

W salma killa tcha3mha

Testahel J

We're done now

Salma; akheraan

Maryam; of 7adda yanantaw elmara kill wa7da tabe song mn 9oub

Aseel; eehh 7adda

Salma; ambeeh I forgot lazm akheth my dress awadeh elma9baghah

Me; rou7aay ekh'theeh shna6ra

Salma; eeh 3fyaa t3ale m3ay

Me; ok

I went with salma

But the surprise was we didn’t go to pick up salma's dress

We went to ….. !!!

It was the big shock !!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

chapter 23

Fahad; shoug

Entay za3lana mnii ?

Tra makan qa9de aza3lich

But I miss you

W AGHAR lma t6l3ein m3a rfejatich w ana la'a

Y3ne entay mat7sein

Shoug; embala a7s bs ham enta lazm tqader y3ne rfejati gheir w enta gheir , ohma agdar a6la3 m3ahom jdam elnas bs enta la'a , y3ne enta qader shwy w la tz3al 3la kill shy mala da3e nethawash 3la ay shy

Fahad; adre adreana mu za3lan a9lan akhase az3al mnich

Bs mabech tshelen 3ly

Me; mu shayla 3leik magdar

Fahad; yakhee a7bech wallah a7bich

Me; I do more ;*

Me; enzein ana bru7 abadel w arou7 elmadrsa

Fahad; ok awal matrden kalmenii

Me; ok

I went to school the day passed normally

Bl.hadda fahad came with yousef

This week passed the same

Fahad kan eye kill youm

W kill youm knt akalma

Aseel tshaj3ni w salma too

Maraym makanat tadre 3an shy

W still maglt 7ag fahad 3an Abdullah

6ab3an Abdullah kan ydezle texts enna he want to talk to me

Bs ana mabe akalma

Sure mara7 akalma

I have to tell fahad

I have to

Fahad knows everything about my family

Accept Abdullah

I really have to tell him

Bs khayfa mn radat fe3la

Today is thrusday

Radet elbeit 7EIL TA3BANA

Bss adawer frashe

I took a shower then I slept

Maknt yo3ana so matghdet

I woke up around 6:30 pm

Fahad was calling

Eeh I forgot to tell you

Enna I'm talking to fahad on the phone now

Y3ne kill shy 9ar bs3ra

I answered ; alo

Fahad; 9a7 elnoum

Me; 9a7 bdnik

Fahad; kill hatha noum

Me;liish elsa3a chum

Fahad; taqreban 6 w ne9 million ping 15 miss call makuu naymaa matdren 3an eldenya

Me; ambeeh wallah madre shloun ma7set

Fahad laughed

My door knocked

Me; I call you in a minute

Fahad; ok

Me; mnu ?

Mshary; ana

Me; t3al desh

Mshary; olllaa 3an khayrich lel7en nayma

Me; eeh 3ly bl3afya shtabe

Mshary; bagol shy

Me; goul

Mshary; …..

Me; haw mshary shfek ta7acha

Mshary; ente tadren enii a7b shahad wayed 9a7

I laughed; eeh adre

Mshary; bss

Me; waay mshary bss shnu ta7acha

Mshary; marra rfeji waranii 9orat'ha w gale enna hathe ohwa yklmha al7en

Ayy shyy

I really had nothing to say

Y3ne shbagoul mathalan

Ma anker enni ma7bet shahad lma sheft'ha

Bss matwaq3t enna ehya chithy

Me; enzein ymkn wa7da teshbahha ?

Mshary; gale esmha shahad al…

Me; umm

Mshary; shoug ehya shno ? ga3da tel3an 3ly wells shnu

Y3ne mgazrat'ha 3ly ??? shogo ana astahel

Makan 3ndii shy agoula honestly

Mshary awal marra y7b b7ayata

W 7ab mnu

7adha mastahel

Mu kafu wallah

W mshary maystahel elly saweta feeh

I really hated her more and more

W makan 3ndi shy agoula 7ag mshary

Me; mshary enta es2alha kalmha gabel la tfaker bshy

B3dein etha 6la3at ehya chithy mshary hedha w la tfaker feha alf wa7da tetmannak w ehya matestahlik

Mshary; shogun entay matdren shkither ana a7bha y3ne wallah marra 7abet ella ehya

Me; adre adre bss etha ehya mu kafu hatha mu thanbik

Mshary; …..

Me; enzein khalas tra mu layeg 3leik

Mshary; yalchalba ana yay ashkelich khu magdar agol 7ag rab3e

Me; liish matgdar

Mshary; ghabya entay ? etha elwa7ed y7b wa7da 9jj must7el ygol 7ag rab3a 3anha y3ne mayeftha7ha 3nd rab3a ykhaf 3leha w yaster 3leha mthel murta

Me; mmm

Mshary; eeh

Me; enzein m6awel 7athrtik ?

Mshary; 6arda y3ne

Me; eeh fe mane3

Mshary; a3almich a3almich

I laughed

Mshary 6ala3

I was thinking fahad gayel 7ag rab3a 3anna

Should I ask him wella ra7 yfhamn ghala6

Lazm as2ala

I called him back

Fahad; hala wallaah

Me; hala feek

Fahad; 3ash mn sema3 h.9out

Me; 3ashat ayamik

Fahad; ollaaa mn zman 3anich

Me; la wallah

Fahad laughed ; eeh wallah

me; bas2alik sou2al

Fahad; amray

Me; fahad a7ad mn rab3ik yadre 3anna ?

Fahad; 7mara entay aked la2 shayfatni ghabe

B3dein m7ad yadre ella salma w yousef

Me; ok

Fahad; bs lish ts2len

I told him the reason why I asked  y3nii I told him salfat mshary w shahad

Fahad; ahaaa

Me; eeh

I was thinking agoula salfat Abdullah wella la2 !!!

I really should tell him magdar akhsh 3anna akthar

Me; fahad bagoulik shy

Fahad; amray

And I told him salfat Abdullah killha from A to Z

Radat fe3la kanat …!!!

 

 

  

 

 

chapter 22

We changed our clothes

Applied some make up

Waved my hair

And I'm ready to go

Aseel wore my skirt

I texted my father

W I told him that I'm having a breakfast out

6ala3na mn elgherfa wella Mohamed tawa 6ale3 mn him room

He looked at me then he looked at aseel

He said ; shlounich aseel

Aseel mat7ba because of the way he treats me

So kill ma ysalm 3leha trd 3leh bnafsya

Aseel; zaina

She didn’t even smile to him

Kan mbayen enha mnafsa

Mohamed; wain ray7en

Me; bntrayag barra

Aseel; yallah 3shan yamdena

I went down stairs

Salmna 3la baba w mama

Mama; wain ray7en ?

Me; netrayag barra

Mama; eh wain bthab6

Me; avenues

Baba; ro7aw ro7aw w 7e6o balkom yba

Me; enshallah

We went to chocolate bar avenues

Aseel kanat ga3da tet7al6am 3la Mohamed okhoy

Enna shloun y3amlni w le ehya yat ysawe rou7a 6ayeb

And I was laughing

Until nour called

Me; hathe nour

Aseel; la trden la trden al7en btgul shy 3an Abdullah w tqithna

Me; thagein ma ard

Aseel; 6af 6af

Me; ok

Aseel; bdg again 7e6e phonich silent 

Me; ok

Khalasna mn chocolate bar tmashena shwy then 6ala3na

W re7na 3nd 3nd maryam w salma

L2na 2ndaha brova 7ag her wedding dress

Re7na w ne6rnahom bsayara y3ne manzalna

I called maryam

Me; maryoum yallah wainkom

Maryam; yallah 6al3en bs tra bnrou7 bsayarat salouma

Me; ok

I was looking at the door

Aseel; mara7 ye6la3 mara7 ye6la3

Me; shdrach

Aseel; e7sas

Me; agoul malat 3leich w 3la e7sasich gumay nezlay 6la3aw

Aseel; ok

Re7na salmna 3lehom then rekabna sayarat salma

They were all talking accept me

I was just thinking about fahad

Y3ne le mta bnthel chithy 9arlna youm kamel

W 3la salfa sakhefa

Agoul 7ag salma tkalma

Or no mabe adakhel salma blmawthou3

W ana mara7 asawe shyy

L2ni mu ghal6ana

Dam eni maza3lta w brou7a za3al

f.brou7a ra7 yertha

w9alna elmashghal elly kanat salma mkhay6a 3nda

her friend was there

salma gasat the dress

it was more than amazing

w shakelha 7adda yshaawg

then they decided to go to starbuckes

but I didn’t wanna go

jad makan le khelg bs kilhom kanaw bru7oun

so ma3taratht

know e7na bsayara on our way to stacbuckes

I checked my phone wella 3 miss calls mn nour

So kalamtha bbm w glt lha enna masm3ta w ana now 6al3a m3a rfejatii

Lma ard elbeit adg 3leich but she didn’t replay

Re7na starbuckes 3delya

7eeiill za7ma !!!

Again they were all talking accept me

Makan le khelg shy

I know enna aseel mla7tha bs matwaqa3t enna salma la7that

Too

Salma pinged me

Me; hala

Salma; fech shy

Me; la2

Salma; 9ayer shy a7sich mthayga

Me; laa maku shy

Salma; ok

Maknt abe agoulha maknt abe adakhlha

6ala3na mn starbuckes w I told salma enha tg6nii elbeit

Maryam a9arrat enni arou7 beithom bs ana male khlg

Salma ga6tni elbeit w aseel went with them

Dashet elbeit makan fe a7ad I guess enna elkill 6ale3

I went upstairs changed my clothes I did my home works

Then I fall asleep in the living room

I woke up in the morning in my bed but I don’t know how

Maybe a7ad ga3dni w ana mu mthakra

I checked my phone

Wella fahad mkalmnii