chapter 17

After 10 minutes taqreban mshary called me

Me; hala mshary

Mshary; shouga ana barra yallah 6el3ay

Me; ok 6al3a

All the way knt sakta makan 3ndii shy agoula

7ta mshary kan saket adre enna makan 3nda shy ygoula

We arrived to chocolate bar

Ga3adna then mshary started talking about shahd

I wasn’t paying attention

Because I was thinking athef fahad or no

I was really confused

Knt bs abe ard elbeit 3shan akalm aseel w as2alha

Mshary; yaa 7mara 9arle sina akalm mnu

Me; ha

Mshary; way3a , shfech

Me; mafeni shy khal namshe

Mshary; ok goumay

Bsayara mshary was asking me whats wrong

Bss aked mara7 agula

Mshary; goulau shogo

Me; mafenii shy

Mshary; etha 3la salfat Abdullah khal ywale khalas elly tabena ra7 y9er, w etha 3la omi f.ehya killa chithy khalas la tethaygen

Me; 3ade khalas

Mshary; mdam 3ade 3yal la tedal3en

Me; ok

We arrived home

Dakhalt el9ala kanat omii mawjoda

Hatha elly kan nage9nii

Me and mshary; ilsalam w 3leikom

Mama; shog t3alay abe akalmich

Mshary; ymma shoug galat matbe Abdullah w oboy gal mdam ehya mu rathya m7ad byagh9ebha w la tethgh6ein 3leha

She ignored what mshary said

7ta ma radat 3leh

The she looked at me

9e3de foug baklmich

Me; ok

I know shnu btgoulee

Bss ana ma abe Abdullah ma abeeh

M7ad yegdar yagh9ebni

We went upstairs dashena ghorftii

Mama; y3nii tarfthena Abdullah

Me; mama ana ma abeh ana 9ghera lel7en ga3da afaker bdrastii w bss, w Abdullah ana ma abeh

Mama; entay 7sbalich kill shy bkeifich tarfthen wld okhoy, ra7 takh'thena gha9ba 3leich , ra7 takh'thena rethetay wella enrathetay etha mu al7en b3dein w btshofen

6la3at w sakrat elbab 7eil

I started crying

Wai3 shnu hatha

Mu bkeifha

Mu bkeif a7ad

Wala bkeifa

M7d yegdar yagh9bnii 3la shy

Abdullah mabeh mabeh

Ana abe fahad

My phone ranged

Aseel is calling

Me; alo

Aseel; shfeech

I told her everything and I was crying

Aseel; omiich mn 9ejhaa b3dein hatha Abdullah shaybe ma3nda karama khalas matbena mu gha9eb , b3dein dam oboch m3ach 3ade m7ad yegdar yagh9biich 3la shy

Me; adre bss enqahrt lish omi swat fenii chithy , fe om tsawe chithy ebintha

Aseel; khalas shoug 7yatii ra7 y9er elly ente tabena mu oboch galiich, khalas hadde nafsich

Me;………

Aseel; enzein al7een bthefen fahad

Me; madre aseel mu wagta kill shy 9ar wara ba3ath w mu gadra afaker

Aseel; shnu mu wagta al7en kill elly sawena tgulen mu wagta

Me; madre shsawe

Aseel; thefeh ya shagoul

Me; madre madre bacher y9er kheir

Aseel; malat 3leich

Me; ………….

Aseel; enzein khalas 3ad laa tsawen chithy wallah ma7b ashoufich za3lana

Me; 3ade 3ade

 Aseel; la tgoulen 3ade w entay za3lana

Me; mu za3lana

Aseel; y3ne ma a3arfich , mara7 asaker el.phone ell alma teth7ken

Me; khu maku shy ytha7k

Aseel; enzain bthefen fahad

Me; wallah madre , ana wdde bss khayfa a7s

Aseel; adre t7sen enna intay mu chithy w etha thefteh shnu bgoul 3anich

Me; eeh bthab6 bthab6

Aseel; adre bs hathe 6areqa 3shan tet3arfoun 3la ba3ath

Me; madre thagein athefa

Aseel; eeh thefeh w shoufay shnu y9er

Me; ok bss tra ana bsr3a atwahag madre shagoul

Aseel; adre fech thoula

I laughed chub chub

Aseel; enzein thefeh w goulele sh9er

Me; ok

Aseel; yallah bye

Me; bye

I opened salma chat

I was looking at fahad pin

I was really confused

I decided to add him w ashouf shnu y9er

I added him then I changed my cloths w I slept

I woke up in the morning

I checked my phone

Wella fahad accepted my request

W kan mkalmnii bbm

Madashet 3la elchat

Bs sheft'ha mn barra

It was a ping

Maknt badsh 3la elchat

Im confused madre shsawe

Akhaf adsh w atwahag ma3arf shard

So khalet elphone w I went to get ready to school

I went down stairs wella kilhom kanaw mawjoden

Me; 9aba7 elkheir

Baba and mshary; 9aba7 elnour

Elbaje 7garounii kal3ada

I mean omi w Mohamed

Baba; shwaga shlounich

Me; zaina

Baba; tra elyoum ana bawa9lkom

Me; 9ij

Baba; eeh elsayeg ta3ban w khaleta yrou7 el6abeb

Me; ok

Baba; mta ma tkhal9oun gulolii

Me; ana khal9a

Mshary; eeh 7ta ana

Baba ; yallah 3yal yamshe

I arrived to school

Wella aseel na6ratnii 3nd elbab

Me; shmwagfich hne

Aseel; w thewal magltelee thefteeh

Me; eehh xx

Aseel; sh9ar shgalich

Me; madre

Assel; shnu madre

Me; sawetla add ams b3dein nmt , w lma gmt el9b7 maba6alt elchat mabe ye6la3 r w atwahag madre shard

Aseel; enzein mn barra shnu mbayen

Me; bs ping

Aseel; ghaba2 chan sheftay shnu katb

Me; madre twahagt

Aseel; yayba phonic

Me; eeeh aked bss mara7 a6al3a

Aseel; malat

Elyoum mar 3ade

Finally end of school day

Knt bs abe ard elbeit 3shan akalm fahad

Kna ana w maryam w aseel 6al3en barra

I checked my phone wella baba daz msj eni ard m3a aseel l2na elsayeg ta3ban w baba 3nda shghel

W 6ab3an la mama wala mohamed ra7 ymrounii

Me; aseel bard wyach sayegna mareth tawa baba dazzle msj

Aseel; oki

Maryam; yousef yaa yallah bye

Me and aseel ; bye

I looked at the car wella fahad kan bsayara

He was looking at me

Aseel; ambeeh shoufay fahad

Nazalt rase; adre fahad bs chub sektay

Aseel; ya 7mara 6al3eh gam ykhzich

Me; enzein bs khalas

Aseel; khalas ra7aw ra7aw malat 3leich , emshay sayegna yah