chapter 20

fahad; shwaga bagoulich shy

me; goul

fahad; shoug ana mabech tkh'shen 3anni shy , abech tgulele kilh shy y9er b7yatiich kill shy ythaygich w kill shy ywansiich

me; ok

we continued talking until I slept

I woke in the morning

Went to the bathroom

Then I went downstairs wella mama kanat ga3da

Me; 9aba7 elkhier

My mother looked at me and she didn’t replay

Shda3wa 7agrtnii 3la salfat Abdullah

Me; mama shfech 3ly kill hatha 3shan Abdullah ana ma abeeh w ana lel7en 9ghera

Mama; 9ghera wella mu 9ghera hatha wld okhoy shloun tarfthena w tfashleni m3ahom

Me; ana mabe afaker bhl.ashya'a al7en deraste w bs

Mama; mayhmni hl.kalam Abdullah btakh'thena btakh'thena al7en wella b3d 10 snen w mnte makhtha gheira

Awch !!

Ana mabe Abdullah

Mu gha9eb

B3dein baba gale elly abeh ra7 y9er

M7ad yegdar yagh9bnii 3la shy

Should I tell fahad

Bs akhaf y3a9eb

But we promised each other to tell everything

Madre I'm confused I really need aseel

Mama; w elyoum ra7 tyen elzwara b3d w ra7 teg3den le bleil w ra7 teg3den m3a Abdullah b3d

Shwy chan ydsh meshary

Mshary; 9aba7 elkheir

Me and mama ; 9aba7 elnour

Mshary; shouguu 7beebtii ekhtii

I laughed; sh3ndik sh3ndik

Mshary; abech tyen wyay elyoum tharory tharory

Mama ; 3la wain enshallah shoug btrou7 wyay elzwara

Mshary; b3d hal.esbou3

Me; mama ana mabe arou7 hnak

Mshary; khalas ymma shoug matbe trou7 w Abdullah matbeh la tagh9benha 3la shy

Mama 3a9bat w ra7at foug

Mshary; elmohim btyen wyay 9a7

Me; wain

Mshary; abech tet3arfen 3la shahad

Me; la wallah e7lf e7lf

Mshary; eeh wallah ehya killa 3abalha ana gam al3ab 3leha 3shan chithy glt lich tyen 3shan t9adeg eni mu gam al3ab

Me; wee enzein bye

Mshary; chna mu 3ajbich

Me; maglna shy bs knt ba6la3 m3a rfejatii

Mshary; khalas e7na nrou7 ghada w b3dein awadech elmukan elly tabena

Me; enzein

Shwy chan ydesh Mohamed bs ma salam 3lena wala shy 3la 6oul ra7 foug

Mshary; shfeh hatha

Me; madre

Mshary; t3alay oboy waina mashfta elyoum

Me; madre

Mshary; killa matdren

Me; eeh madre

Mshary; mala 3lich enzein

Me; 3leik

Mshary; agouuull shouguu chub

Shwy chan nesma3 9rakh baba w Mama upstairs

It was the first time asma3hom yethawshoun

9j enna mama 3a9bya w m7ad ygoulha shy bs wala mara tahwshaw

At least mu jdamna

I went to check

Mshary; t3alay wain ray7a

Me; brou7 ashouf

Mshary; la yba wain trou7en g3day

Me; mabe brou7 ashouf

I was about to cry

Y3ne mu mt3awda 3la hal,wath3

Mshary; wee bdena al7en eldalou3a tabche

Me; chub chub , brou7 foug

I went up w mshary la7agnii re7na wella mama w baba ga3den b9ala yetnaqshoun w Mohamed ga3ed m3ahom

Bs still ana mafhmt lish gam yenaqshoun b9rakh chnhom gam yethawshoun

Mohamed shafnii then he said ; shoug t3alay

It was the first time ykalmni chithy el3ada kila mnafs 3ly

I went w ga3adt yam baba

Baba; shoug 7bebtii enty taben Abdullah

Me; la baba ana abe akamel derasti ana ma afaker b.hswalef al7en aham shy 3ndi derastii

Baba looked at my mother then he said ; sema3teha elbnt matbeh khalas ya om Mohamed khale elbnt bdrasat'ha

Mama; m7ad galha takh'tha al7en al7en bs khe6ba w a9lan Abdullah akher sina w ytkharaj ba3dha bdsh kolyat shr6a 3la ma shoug tkhal9 thanawy yamlchoun

Me; Abdullah ma abe

Mama; lish matbena wld okho shfeeh

Mshary; ymma shoug galat matbeh

Mohamed; yma tra ma3rouf ena Abdullah 3nda swalef bnat

Mama; la ma 3nda al7en taghayar enta shdarak hatha wld okhoy mabe a7ad yet7acha 3anna

Mohamed; ooohh keifkom keifkom ana sh3ly he went to his room

Baba; ana bnte matakheth wa7ed 3nda swalef galat matbeh w khalas

Mama; l7ad yet7acha 3ana  hatha wld okhoy mardla 6alab

I started crying ; yma etha hatha wld okhoch ana bntich w Abdullah ma abeh ma abeh abeh then I went to my room

I heard my father telling my mother b9rakh shoug matakheth Abdullah dam ana 3ayesh then mshary yale

Mshary; shoug 7bebtii khalas la tabchen 3shanii sm3tay oboy elly tabena b9er khalas la tabchen

B3dein baba yah

Baba; shoug yba khalas tra m7ad yagh9bich 3la shy omich bs m3a9ba shy 3shan mftshla mn okhoha ma3leh tehda

Me; bs ana ma abeh ehya tagh9bni 3leh

Baba; khalas matbena mara7 takh'thenaa la tabchen yba khalas

Mshary; shougu khalas 3aad

Me; enzein khalas

My father w mshary 6la3aw I took my phone , called aseel and I told her what happened

Aseel; ambeeh shsalfa shnu hl.abdullah elly omich raf3ta le foug m9amima enich takh'thena

Me; madre 3anha wallah y3ne ana ma abe madre lish mu9amima

Aseel; natgdar tagh9bich 3la shy kilhom wagfen m3ach

Me; eeh 7ta Mohamed ana en9damt

Aseel; hatha gal joumla w 3a9ab w ra7

Me; eeh adre bs wagef m3ay

Aseel; ma3leich khalas aham shy enich mara7 takh'thena

Me; eeh w aseel fe shy b3d

Aseel; fahad 9a7 ?

Me; eeh ams bleil gale ena maybena nlhesh shy 3la ba3ath w ana wde agoulaa 3an salfat Abdullah bs khayfa mn radat fe3la

Aseel; ohwa yadre 3an omich y3ne esloubha m3ach

Me; eeh shwy y3ne magltla wayed

Aseel; khalas awal shy golelaa 3an ahalich kilhom enna ta3amlhom m3ach b3dein golela 3la salfat Abdullah

Me; ok

Aseel; wain btrou7en elyoum

Me; brou7 m3a mshary netghdara barra m3a shahad b3dein madre male khelg

Aseel; 7ta ana male khelg

Me; khalas 3yal t3ale 3ndi

Aseel; ok ngoul 7ag maryam w salma b3d

Me; ok al7en akalm salma

Aseel; ok yallah bye

I checked my phone wella pings mn nour

Me; hala

Nour; entay lel7en za3lana mni

Me; 3la shnu

Nour; 3la salfat abdullah

Me; la 3ade

Nour; tra mu qa9de bs Abdullah wayed y7n w tra wayed y7bich w killa ys2al 3anich l2nich 9aketeh delet bbm

Me; eh aked ba36eh delet mara7 akhaleh w la tkalmeni 3an again please

Nour; sorry , khalas mabech tz3len mni

Me; 3ade 7a9al kheir

Nour; enzein btyen elyoum beit mama sara

Me; la2 brou7 m3a mshary atghada barra

Nour; 3afya t3alay bashoufich L

Me; la magdar khalas ente t3alay 3ndi bleil rfejate byoun 3ndi

Nour ; khalas ok ashouf a7ad yg6nii

Me; ok

I talked to fahad told him that I wanted to go out gale enna byelee

Me; fahad shloun m3ay okhoy

Fahad; adre bs ana byelich mn b3ed mara7 akalmich wala shy chni ma a3arfich

Me; madre

Fahad; yallah 3ad

Me; ok

Fahad; goulele mta btrou7en w wain

Me; madre khal ashouf mshary w agoulik

Fahad; ok

Then I called salma w told her to come w galat enha bt6la3 m3a rfejat'ha bs ra7 tge6 maryam

B3dein kalmt maryam bbm w glt lha

I dressed up

I wore jeanz with black spike top

Glitter tomz applied some make up and I'm ready to go

We went out re7na 360  ga3adna b.lentor

We were waiting for shahad

And I told fahad were we are

Mshary was talking to shahad and not paying attention to fahad

Fahad looked at me then he sat b9awla elly jdamna 9ar bwayhe bthab6

Mshary refa3 rasa he saw fahad

Suddenly mshary 6ala3 fahad w wegaf