chapter 16

Baba; elsalfaa enna Abdullah yabe yakh6biich

Kheir ??

Ayy shyy !

Shnu yakh6bnii ?

Wain ga3dein

 W b.amer mnu enshallah

Ana tawnii 9ghera

Bkeifhom yqariroun 3anii !!!

B3dein ana mabe Abdullah

Ana abe fahad

Ana a7b fahad

Omha mu bkeifhom

I started crying

Me; baba shno yakh6bnii ana tawnii 9ghera m baba allah ykhalek ana mabe Abdullah , baba ana bkaml derastii allah ykhalek mabee

Baba; shwaga shfeech yba m7ad yegdar yagh9bich 3la shy , ana adre enich 9ghera , abdullah ham lel7en matkharaj , y3ne al7en khe6ba 3la matkhal9en thanawii tamlchoun

Me; baba enta shtgoul ana ma abee abdullah mnu gaal ana abeeh allah ykhalek baba laa tzawjnii yah ma abeh

I was crying

Elly ga3ed y9er mu 3ajbii ana mabee

Lish baba ga3ed y7awel yaqn3nii

Baba; mnu gal btakhthena dam entay mu rathya, bss omiich ehya galat chnkom laygen 3la ba3ath w 7asat enkom tabon ba3ath , w Abdullah a9lan mkalm ahala mn awal mashafich

Omii ???

Shakuu ana mta glt

Wella mta kalamt Abdullah a9lan

Mta bayantlaa

Ana killa ma36eta skip

Me; laa baba ana ma abee allah ykhaleek la tkhale mama tsawee elly tabeeh ana Abdullah maa abeeh

Baba; khalas baba lish ga3da tabchen , elly tabena b9er omich matgdar tagh9bich 3la shy dam ana 3ayesh , b3dein ehya galat enna h.shy bwansich

Me; laa baba maywanisnii allah ykhalek mabee

My father hugged me then he said ; khalas shwaga la tabchen yba, elly tabena b9er

I went to my room

Laid on my bed

Then I cried

I cried , I don’t know why

M3a enna baba gale ra7 y9er elli tabena but I still cried

 because maqhora mn omii

Shloun tsawe fenii chithy !!!

Bkeif mnu

Mu mn 7agha

7a6atnii jdam elamer elwaqe3

Bdun matgoule

I was crying

Mn thelm omii

Law oboy mu mawjod

Law oboy madafa3 3anii sh9ar

I was crying

Mn omii mn ta9arofat'ha m3ay

7ta makalfat 3la kha6erha tgoulee

I was crying

L2na abe om

Abe om tefhamnii

Tkalmnii

Tsoulf m3ay

Asklehaa !!

I was crying

Because knt abe om

Om mthel bajii elomahat

Then I slept w ana mu 7asa bnafse

I woke up around 6;30 pm

Wella lots of pings and phone calls

Mn salma , maryam , aseel , mshary, noor and Abdullah of course

Salma kanat dazatlee fahad pin

W maryam kanat gaylatlee aye 3ndaha l2na aseel btrou7 3ndaha

I called aseel knt bagoulha kill shy 9ar m3ay

I really needed her

Bss mardat 3lyy

W kalmatnii bbm galat enha 3nd maryam matgdar trd

W bss trd elbeit ra7 edg 3lyy

I called noor

Noor; halaa wallah

Me; hala noor

Noor; Abdullah kan ga3ed ydg 3leich w ykalmich bs mu gam trden

Me; eeh knt nayma

Noor; aked omich galatlich 9a7

Me; la baba galee

Noor; 3yal ngoul mabrouk

Ana 3a9abt baghet a6egha

Shnu mabrouk ?

Hathoul shfehom shsalfa

Ga3den yqariroun 3anii

Ana chum 3oumrii elly ankh6eb w madre shnu

Wain ga3den ??

Ana batfaragh 7ag derastii

B3dein ana abe fahad

Mabe Abdullah ohma mu bkeifhom

Me; mabrouk 3la shnu ? awaln ana tawnii 9gheraa, thanyan ana ma abe Abdullah, ashoufa k.okho w bss, w raja2an goulay 7ag okhoch la ygd 3lyy marra thanya

Noor; shfeech shwaga m3a9baa b3dein ohma galaw al7en khe6ba bs khe6ba

I interrupted her

Me; la khe6ba wala shy ana Abdullah mabeeh

Noor; bss ohwa y7biich

Me; w ana ma ashoufa ella okho m noor ana 3ndi derasa tamren 3la shy al7en ?

Noor; la salamtiich

Me; bye

Knt mtnarfzaa

Ana mu 6abe3tii 3a9bya

Wala a3aref a9arekh wala a3aref azff killish

Bss knt 7eil mtnarfzaa

I called mshary

Me; mshary liish magltle

Mshary; wallah shwaga madre shagoulich omi galat enha kalmtiich

Me; omi maklmatnii wala galatle shy (I started crying) ehya lish t3amlni chithy lish tsawe feni chithy , ana 9gheraa , ana mabe Abdullah

Mshary; shwagaa khalass 7bebtii la tabchen, fee a7ad gha9bich 3la shy

Me; laa baba gale elly tabena b9er

Mshary; khalas 3yal lish ga3da tabchen , etha mn ta9arfoat omii, f.ehya dayman chithy

Me;bss ehya lish tsawe feni chithy 3la elaqal tgoule

Mshary; wld okhoha ma7abat tredaa

Me; bs ana ma abeh

Mshary; wala ana abech takh'thena wala oboy yabech takh'thena , l2na ana adre enna Abdullah 3nda swalef bss omi galat ena taghayar

Me; 3nda wella mu 3nda ana ma abeh

Mshary; khalas 3ad la tabchen y3ni tedal3en gume badlay khal awadech chocolate bar

Me; mabe arou7

Mshary; weee bdena dala3 elbanaatt

I laughed

Mshary; eeh hathe shawagaa yallah goumay badlay

Me; ok 3ndi homework asawehom b3dein nrou7

Mshary; khalas amer 3leich b3d sa3a

Me; ok

I did my homework

Mesakt phonee

Looked at fahad pin

I was thinking !!

Athefa or no

I was really confused

And I needed aseel to help me