chapter 18

Aseel ga6atni elbeit

Awal maw9alt w badalat

Khathet phone w I decided enii ard 3la fahad especially enna shafnii

Y3ne fashla ma ard 3leh

I opened the chat wella he was telling me

Welcome nawartay ,

Shoug shlounich ?

Wainich ?

PING!!!

Thankgod mu shy thane xx

So I replayed

Thankyou bwjodik m sorry sawet add w nemt

3la 6oul 6ala3 R

And he replayed; no need to say sorry

Garet wkhaleta R

Fahad; shlounich

Me; Gd , u ?

Fahad; 3asa , bkheir damich bkheir

Me; 3asa

Fahad; wyach ;$

Khaleta R madre shard xx

Ana jad ma3aref at9araf b.halmawaqef

Fahad; shwaga bagoulich shy

Me; tefathal ?

Fahad; wallah el3athem mn awal mashftich w ana mt3aleg fech magdart ashelich mn balii, la t76en ebalich enni gam al3ab 3leich aw shy chithy wallah Neyetnii 9afya, ana adre enni ma3arfivh bs wde at3araf 3leich, 3shan chithy knt abech ethefenii , w adre enich al7en matdren shnu trden 3ly , mu lazm trden 3ly an abs abech t3arfen h.lkalam w abe at3araf 3leich akthar , w abech tet3arfen 3ly , is that okay ?

I didn’t have anything to say

Jad tewahagt

I guess enna ohwa yadre madre shagoul so just replayed; ok

He started to ask me things about my life w ana gam as2ala b3d

Y3ne ham gmt as2ala about his life

W 3araft wayed ashya'a 3anna

Ymkn shwy shwy bedat el7awajez elly beina trou7

We were talking for almost 2 hours

Its know 4 o'clock

Ana mataghdet maknt abe akel shy I was just happy talking to fahad

Fahad; eeh ta3alay ente taghadetay

Me; la'a

Fahad; liish ?

Me; maknt you3ana , enta taghadet ?

Fahad; la'a

Me;lish ?

Fahad; b9ara7a 7adde you3an bs knt basoulf wyach

Me; khalas rou7 ekil

Fahad; khalas ham ente eklay

Me; ok , ttyl

B9ara7a 7atta ana knt 7eil you3ana

I called merry khalet'ha t76le ghada

Then kalet w raya7t

B3dein sawet my homeworks

W I talked to fahad

I was talking to him on bbm all the time

Akh he's so cute

He's like how I wanted him to be

I mean not exactly

Bss elashya'a elly knt rasma'tha 3an fahad some of them were true

I happy and the same time afraid

I mean I know what I'm doing is wrong

But I love fahad he's not playing

I know it

I just know it

Nmt w ana mrta7a w mstansa

I woke up around 6.30

Fahad still sleeping

Esta7et adsh 3leh

So I went dressed up for school

I checked my phone around 7

Fahad kan mkalmnii ; good morning <3

I replayed; good morning ;*

Fahad; mta btru7en elmadrsa ?

Me; al7en ba6la3 mn elbeit

Fahad; btakh'then phonich ?

Me; ehh makh'tha

Fahad; ok tra ra7 akalmich so check your phone , w tra elyoum baye amr maryam y3ne wait for me bashoufich

Me; ok xx

Fahad; I love you <3

Omg I love you

He said it

Madre shagoul ?

Ard wella akhaleh R ?

Madre shard

Maba6lt elchat

3la 6oul I pinged aseel

Bss maradat 3ly maybe 7a6a ping off

Mara7 adsh 3la elchat ban6er le elmadrsa

3shan agoul 7ag aseel w ashoufha shnu tgoule shard

Awal maw9alt elmadrsa I told everything 3la elsare3 gabela y6erg eljaras

W ma7etharna el6abour

Ga3adna bl7mam w I showed her everything

Galatle just replay ; :$

So I replayed bs he didn’t read

Bein el7i9a9 kan yes2al 3anii

W shnu 3leich

W gam eye yakheth maryam w yshofnii

The week passed 3la hl.7al

And I was really happy about it

Akalma 3la 6oul

He asks about me 3la 6oul

Akthar mn omi

7ta akthar mn oboy

I loved him

Jad 7abeta b.kill mafenii

Salma kanat tgoule 3anna shkither he's happy about your relation ship

W ma widda yhdiich

Today is Thursday

Knt jad ta3bana

Bs abe ard anaam

Ba3adha ba6la3 m3a aseel w maryam

I was on my way to home

Talking to fahad

Fahad; wain btrou7en elyoum ?

Me; ba6la3 m3a maryam w aseel

Fahad; enzein wain btrou7on ?

Me; madre

Fahad; goulele l2na bayelich

Me; fahad shloun tye w maryam m3ana

Fahad; wee hatha b3d shloun a9arefha , khalas mara7 akhaleha t6la3 mn elbeit

Me; la fahad 7ram 3leik

Fahad; enzein bashofich shloun y3nii

Me; madre

Fahad; t3alay 3ndna elbeit , ana ra7 athabe6ha m3a salma

Me; salma mara7 te6la3 m3ana bt6la3 m3a kha6ebha

Fahad; entay shaku ana ra7 asawe kill shy

Me; ok

Fahad; I love you

Me; ;$

W9alt elbeit taghdet then nemt

I woke up wella pings mn aseel w phone calls mn maryam

Daget 3la maryam wella tzfnii yallah akhartena wayed tnamen

I told her enna abdel w a6la3

Ana ra7 amerhom m3a sayegna

Maret'hom then re7na 360

Ga3adna b.lentor

We were talking about random stuff

Shwy chan ashouf Abdullah jedamii m3a rab3a

La sh3ouryan chan agoul wai3

Maryam and aseel ; mnu wai3

Me; Abdullah

Maryam; wai3 la yon wld khaluch elmaleq

Me; eehh

Aseel; wai3 chnich mu shayfta

Me; adre adre

Maryam; 6al3ay shloun gam ykhzich la 7ya wala msta7a , 3ama b3eina

Aseel; khal ywale

Me; wai3 wain ma arou7 ye6la3le shnu hatha yet3amad yel7agnii

Aseel; ymkn

Maryam; shoug tra ohwa y7bich mbayn shufay shloun gam ykhzich

Me; khal ywale

Aseel laughed

Kan wagef m3a rab3a w ykhznii wai3 chni mu bnt 3amta chy gam ykhzni jdam rab3a

Jad karah'ta zyada

Gltlhom emshaw khal netmasha

Gmna chan ygoum yamshe warana

Ay shy mn 9ja hatha

W sa7eb rab3a m3ah

Me; wai3 emshaw khal ne6la3

Aseel; shougo kalmeh tra 7arakata wai3

Maryam; shnu hatha mayst7e

Me; mara7 akalma wala shy khal ywale

Aseel; 3yal goulay 7ag mshary khal ykalma

Me; la mabe tekbar elsalfa

Maryam; emshaw khal nrou7 betna ymkn salma hnak al7en ehya mn zman 6al3a atwaqa3 al7en radat

Me ; ok

6ala3na mn 360

I received text message mn Abdullah; la tro7en mukan thane rede  elbeit al7en

Wayy hatha shyagbe mnu ohwa 3shan ykalmni w ya2mrnii jad gam ynarfznii

I replayed; la tedakhal feni a7salik la awa9el elsalfa 7ag ahale yet9arfoun m3ak

He replayed; 7beebtii ana zoujich elmustaqbale rethetay wela keifich , w ykoun b3lmich omich 3a6at oboy kilma enna entay le ana w bss

Ayy shyy omii ????????

Shaku tsawee chithy

Bkeif mnu

Ana lazm agoul 7ag oboy ohwa yet9araf

Should I tell fahad ?

Akhaf etha dara y3a9eb

Bs shdaraah

Mara7 yadre mara7 yadre

I won't tell him

Ra7 akhale baba y7el elmawthou3